Yesterday, when i was back in sentosa island, brought back all the wonderful memories of him.. To be honest, a part of me still misses him, miss the genuine side of him. I am not 100% healed but i’m getting there.
03/11/2017, Friday
Hi, it’s been awhile since I last logged into Tumblr and poured out whatever feelings I bottled up once before.
But I guess, now is kind of the right time to start writing. In a way, i am practicing to be a good writer. (haha who am I kidding, we all know how bad I am at writing). Anyway, lets cut to the chase.
Lately, i have been feeling a little more overwhelmed that I usually do. I think this time feels a lot worse, mainly because of how my insecurities are starting to overpower my confidence. the thought of hiding in my room the whole day and never go out of the house. I just want to isolate myself from everyone, basically everything but I know it sounds incredibly ridiculous but the condition of my face is really starting to affect me not only physically but also mentally.
I just want to regain back the confidence that I lost. I need time, probably looking at this rate, I need all the time that I could possibly get.
